End of May

Time flies fast, innit? I can't believe it is the end of May, I felt like I had been through an invisible temporal gate and flung me to the future in matter of seconds.

Lots of things have happened, both bad and good. I also got re-enlightenment and wonder how I have evolved in a wrong direction. False accretion, I have been tainted with my mind been invaded with so many conflicting ideas from numerous sources.

All this has happened before, it doesn't have to happen again.

I am starting anew (again). I have tried to empty my mind to zero and try to rediscover my former self: chipper, full of vibe, and pretty much pristine. Perhaps my affirmative personality has led those idealist in planting their extreme values to me. It's not one idealist but more than three. Heh, now you know how I always been judged and limited because of unnecessary inception thingy.

Starting anew, putting semi-permeable barrier in accepting ideas, and standing on my own bastion of independence, I shall re-start myself while still resuming the endless journey of life.

That would be all about me.

What about the screenshooting scene, you ask.
Same stuffs different day. Some fellow Shooters announced their temporary retirement, few complain about how the forum members have been doing wrong things ( I sense a drama in the making), others are still doing what Screenshooters do: posting their shots and supporting the others.
Me? Heh, my thread is buried. I don't mind about it even though someone openly oppose my thread, saying that he doesn't like my style.
I don't give a frak. In fact, I don't even know what to say about his shots either.

At least I have my cute little circle of fellas whom I really know of.
The self-development articles I have been reading state a same statement: cherish what you have and keep them closer.

Thus I cherish my fellow Shooters whom I know their real life and personality. It's no longer about comments, it's about fellowship.

Oh and my re-enlightenment stated that I shall not measure my performance with numbers, instead I have to keep on pushing myself beyond the limit.

If there were miracles, my former self would come to me and slapped me for going in the wrong direction. I shall keep my path just like how I did many months ago and persist with the path.

Few more screenshooting sessions to go and I will continue to the last part: post-processing.

Cheerio for now !